I bet this is the way you're looking at me from up above

Assalamu'alaikum Dad..
Found this pic from your account..

I bet this is the way you're looking at us from up above yaa Dad..
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I miss our simple convo like 'Piye posomu, Nduk?'
Your request 'Kapan buka puasa di JA, Dek?'
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It's definitely not easy, Dad..
First Ramadhan without You..
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Tapi seminggu lalu dikasih rejeki sama Allah ketemu Bapak dalam mimpi..
Sehabis ngantuk-ngantuk baca Qur'an badha sholat Subuh..
Semacam dikasih reward sama Allah dipertemukan Bapak dalam mimpi..
You were wearing your favorite blue stripes shirt..
I hugged you sooo tight and crying plus screaming how much I miss you..
Yet you only reply 'Opo tho Nduk..' sambil tepuk-tepuk punggung Adek..
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Guessed it represent how I feel deep down inside ya Dad..
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Jadi ingat di salah satu feed IG nya Quraish Shihab..
Di dalam surat Al-Qamar ayat 22-32 ada ungkapan 'Jika ingin berbicara dengan Allah, berdoa lah..Namun jika ingin Allah berbicara kepadamu, maka bacalah Al-Qur'an'..
Guess this is how Allah answers my feeling for you..
Dikasih kesempatan bertemu dan peluk Bapak walaupun hanya dalam mimpi..
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Suwun ya Allah..
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